Chapter 1: The Reincarnated Concubine
PROLOGUE
"Lan Yao Xing, to atone your mistakes we are herby declaring your death as a payment." my mother, who is the Queen of our Luo tribe, said without emotion. I was paid the death penalty for my sin. But she did not even cry or sympathize with me.
"You will kill your own daughter? You never even love me as your own daughter, just because my Luo Xia power is weak you don't see me as your daughter and now your killing me just because i wore the Crown of the Crown Princess which is also obviously mine."
I said crying while both of my hands and feet are tied by the most thick chain as i knelt in front of my Mother. I am her only child but she did not love me as hers. My Luo Xia power was weak, but i was assigned as the smartest person in our tribe, but even so i did not have the love that i deserve.
"I will not crown you as the Crown Princess, Yao Xing. You are delusional because you crave the power that you want." my mother said while staring at me with her usual serious face i just pitifully laughed but at the same time crying. My heart is broke as it is, and now my heart teared up into pieces because she was just watching me as how i crave for power when she did not know is im tired about being that.
I don't want any power, and i don't want to be the Princess that everyone wants me to be. "I am delusional not for power, but for your love. If killing me is the only way for you to love me even a little bit, i'll give it to you cause i am also tired to always be the perfect one you want me to be. I just want to be gone, and be freely as i am. I need to be free to the world that you're not around."
I said sadly, and opened my right palm. I call my Luo Xia power, my power is a white fox and it has no other power but its own death. And when I order him to kill the rest of my life, that is what he will follow.
I am his master and his job is to follow what i say. I closed my eyes and i just saw nothing but darkness except the light that my Luo Xia power is giving. He is staring at me like i am the most pitiful person. "Kill me."
I bitterly smile said, he growl once before running towards me and he stared at me. "No, Master. I'll give you the dream that you want ever since you we're born. Before i can't give it to you, but now i can."
he said and I just felt the gradual loss of my breath and the weakening of my heartbeat. I felt so hot that I woke up to find my eyes and I saw in front of me my mother's shocked face. Like she did not expect that i'll really kill myself, i smiled before closing my eyes forever but before i die.
Please give me the love, that i deserve.
"My Lady, please wake up the boquet for the King's arrival is already starting. All the concubines is gathered in Haoning Hall, and you also need to be there." the unfamilliar voice filled my ears as i slowly opened my eyes staring at the unfamilliar place that i am now.
Didn't i die? I did kill myself, by using self destruction but why am i feeling my heart beat and breathing properly? Am i that weak that i can't even kill myself, i just embarassed myself in front of my people.
"My Lady? Are you now awake? My lady are you still thinking about Concubine Xie Ning said? Please restrain from thinking about those unimportant things, My Lady. You are weak and fragile, you already cried for the whole day yesterday." the voice in the side of the bed where i am lying to is a very unfamilliar voice yet it also filled with emotions like, care.
I looked around to see who was speaking, but i just saw the woman whose wearing a green odd clothes and she is also kneeling like i am a Queen or something like that.
"Who are you?" thats the first sentence that came out to my mouth as i see her wearing the clothes that not the same with ours, Luo Tribe people is always wearing a white dress but this person is wearing a green dress. "My Lady, what are you saying? Its just me, Nong'Er."
She said while staring at me like my question is the dumbest question she heard i slowly sit in the bed that i was lying before to see the place that i am now. And i just saw the very unfamilliar things. This is not Luo Tribe, im pretty sure because Luo Tribe never had anything like this luxury.
If im not in Luo Tribe then where i am?
"But i don't know you, and i don't know what you are talking about. Where am i? Where is this place? Did my mother kicked me out in Luo Tribe?" thats the question that i really want to know but she just stared at me learning if im serious or not and when she knew im serious her tears fall.
"M-My Lady, what are you talking about? We are in Wang Dynasty, China. What Luo Tribe? Your mother the Queen of Ling Dynasty, died fir giving birth to you. And you are here because of the marriage alliance frim both of the nations to bring peace." she said that almost smashed my head because i am really confused of what she is saying. What China? My mother died giving birth to me? And died as the Queen of Ling?
My mother is the Queen of Luo Tribe and she doesn't have a husband because her body is the Goddess of Luo, she gave birth to me and my father is no other than our sacred God.
I swallowed very hard and looked at her because she is crying like she is seriously talking. I looked at the clothes i am wearing ang its the same as her but not in the same color, i am wearing a luxury pink dress and this is not my dress.
"W-Who do you think i am?" i scaredly asked because i am Lan Yao Xing and i am afraid that, in front of her i am really different. There is no Luo Tribe, and there is no Lu Xia power.
"You are one of the King's concubine, Princess Lan Yue Xing of Ling Dynasty."