You are N[H]ot

You are N[H]ot





A girl that doesn't get how all those girls can be screaming at boys like, ''awwwe'' or ''kyaaa he looked at me'' meets an famous celebrity that every girl would want to be his. If she had known he was a celebrity she wouldn't have decided to be his friend, what will she do if she finds out about him being a celebrity?! Read now and find out!!

Top Reviews



Status: c2 1 week ago
The protagonist is very interesting, I have to admit that it is the first time that I have come across a novel of this style and I liked it a lot, follow if I will add it to favorites to continue reading it ;)


Status: c10 1 week ago
I dont wanna go thru grammar issues, i already know that u are very aware of it. but i want to add- use commas if needed.. also, because of your grammars and spellings, i strongly suggest proofreading before posting. that will help too. i like the story so far and im on chapter 10. as you write, you improve ;) <3


Status: c11 1 week ago
it’s quite early to say anything but so far the story has been interesting. Although the plot is commonly used, I have to admit that I’m a sucker for this types of tropes. Also, there were scenes wherein the FL was relatable that it made me like the book more :))

Writing Quality: There were a few grammar mistakes but it doesnt affect the overall presentation of the story. In my opinion, I suggest that you should add a line break when there’s a dialogue scene happening. It was a bit confusing for me to read.

Stability of Updating: I’m not sure how often the author updates this book.

Story Development: As i’ve mentioned earlier, it’s rather early to say anything about it. Based on what i’ve read so far, the story development seems good.

Chapter 1:

When I went inside the classroom, I would hear whispers like,
 ''hey, hey isn't that the freak, that doesn't care about celebritys?!'' 

''Yeah.. I heard she also always gives up on everything, she does.'' 

Another girl answered: ''What a loser, nobody wants to have anything to do with a freak like her. Don't cha think, she should just die like this?!''

The other girls looked nervously around them and whispered in a warning manner: ''Shhhh, she's looking at us, be quite! She might hear you.'' 

''But that's exactly what i want dear,  she is just too deaf. I mean, I even need to scream!", her voice got louder and louder, her gaze arrogantly locked on my appereance. 

It's not like, i aren't used to this kind of stuff already, so why do i even care?

I hid my face beneath my hair and locked my eyes at the ground. No one will notice like this, right? I mean that the tears, started streaming down my face. I just can't stop being emotional about, all of it, even though I hoped, that I could have it under controle, at least, after some time had passed....

I just gotta act like I aren't able, to hear a thing, but it's so hard without earphones. 

A girl that also got bullied, once told me, that she wasn't able to ignore her bulliers at all, even though, she had headphones on. You know what dear? I don't have a phone at school, not a single thing to put into my ear and it's hell. You are so lucky girl, is what I would been thinking, because I didn't have anything like that, to ignore them, I mean.

My parents need me, even though they call me useless sometimes. They need me there, to work and help, inside and outside the house. One day, I wanna be someone, they can be proud of and   can't do that, if i am dead right?! 

So i will continue living on. For the day, for the next day and the day, after. Only looking forward, seeing what it gets me.

I might be hopeless and i also might be a freak, because i don't care about stuff like celebritys, i mean kyaaa? Urghs, it makes me wanna puke. Why the hell, do they even scream?! They are human too, aren't they? Why making them, to something like gods? I just don't get it. 

My only task is to survive this day.

The school continued, but i just couldn't follow with the stuff, so i started drawing.

"Miss, would you stop what you are doing, right now?! We are in math lesson, not in art class." 

I abruptly stopped what i was doing, even felt a bit dizzy, because i lost a massive amount of concentration. "Yeah", i said nervously. 

"She was drawing in class again, pffft!" "Does she still not get it?", one of the girls arrogantly chuckled. 

I just wanted her to shut up and tell her, what about you and your stupid phone?! But i couldn't talk, to anyone there, the air was thick and i felt like losing all my bite. Well, whatever not like i really care... 

I spent the break alone, just like all the other days, sitting on the toilette, as i started crying. I hope some kind of miracle will happen... 

Nothing new happened and the day, more or less continued smoothly. The school would end, like any other day...
At least that is, what i would been thinking.

 Untill i bumped into him...